Today starts a new future for me. I'm sure that this is said by people everyday what makes me and today different you ask. Well I guess the biggest change in me would be the fact that I realize only now that you can't sit on your behind and expect to get what you want. You have to actually go out and try to make it happen. Sounds like an easy enough lesson right, well it's taken me nearly ten years to figure that one out. I expect the most out of myself now, and know that I can make it happen. Something happens to you when you have a bit of a mid-life crisis, you sit back and reflect on what is, what is gone, what should have been I hope that I will be able to look back at today as the start of something special for me. There is a quote form the Dark Knight which has stood with me "The night is darkest just before the dawn, but know that the dawn is coming" from here on in it's game time all the time.